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May
05

About the new site; never happened. I guess I’ll just bring back the blog that didn’t even last long. I have to say that I’m not getting along with my dad very well. Maybe this is just something to do with becoming 13 or maybe he’s changed. The thing is, I don’t think it’s him. I think it’s me. He seems to have become increasingly annoying and I just never want to be alone with him. Everything between us is now awkward and I don’t like spending time with him. I don’t know what to do, but I’m hoping this will naturally work itself out.

I don’t have much to do this weekend, but I do have some stuff I plan to do:

  1. Do my math homework
  2. Make flashcards and study new vocabulary
  3. Study spanish verbs
  4. Go shopping for shorts, T-shirts, rings, shoes, and makeup
  5. Spend some time with my friends
  6. Run 2 miles

Yes, I know I’m in for a pretty boring weekend. But you never know with some of my friends. Some unexpected drama with probably happen.

Mar
04

Sorry, guys (especially those from Exentrique). I was having some email issues, and I couldn’t retrieve my password. If you’re from Exentrique, you don’t really have to comment, as I am in the creating process of a new site.

Dec
26

Well, the roads opened, and we got to Colorado on the 23. We were very lucky to have had a safe trip… we saw many cars crash that were ahead of us. We got to snowboard for three days; the 23, 24, and today (Christmas!). Now we are near the Colorado border driving back home. We had a nice holiday, and the fresh air did everybody some good. I hope everyones’ holidays were as wonderful as mine.

Dec
21

My family and I are still stranded in some small town in Kansas. The interstate is closed, so we can’t move on to Colorado for our Christmas vacation. I am worried that the interstate won’t open in time for us to be there to celebrate on Christmas Eve. It would be pretty sad if that happened, because there is absolutely nothing to do here – at all! So, cross your fingers for my family that the roads will open so we don’t have to celebrate our favorite holiday at the Local Inn.

Anyways, moving on. I guess there is one thing to do here: watch movies. There is a rather small cinema that is showing 6 movies. Just the other day, my mother and I saw The Holiday. I am bored and in a critical mood, so I think I would like to review the movie.

The Holiday
Rating: PG-13
Note: Important information about the plot contained. Read with caution; Ending is revealed.

Summary:
Amanda (Cameron Diaz) and Iris (Kate Winslet) are complete opposites. Amanda, a movie trailer producer, is living in LA. Iris, on the other hand, is half-way around the world residing in London. Amanda’s husband cheats on her and she find out, they end up getting in a big fight, and she kicks him out of her house. Back in London, Iris is in love with Jasper her ex Boyfriend. Unfortunately, however, he is engaged. Both heartbroken, Amanda and Iris want to get the heck out of dodge – and it all happens when Amanda finds Iris’s cottage up for rent on a website. After an online chat, they end up doing a full two week switch; houses, cars, etc.

When Amanda reaches London and settles in her cottage, Iris’s drunken brother knocks on the door, demanding to use the restroom. He was unaware of the switch, and apologizes. He and Amanda are immediately attracted to each other. They end up having sex, because Amanda says “its not like we’ll ever see each other again”. Yet, they do see each other again, and they find themselves wound up in a complicated relationship.

Meanwhile, Iris makes friends with an elderly man back in LA. They become quick friends, and immediately bond. Iris then meets Miles (Jack Black), and they seemingly adore each other. Too bad that Miles has a girlfriend, that is until he finds out that she was cheating on him. Miles is heartbroken, and he and Iris make a connection while discussing love. They make a huge breakthrough.

Two couples i love in the wrong country. What to do? There is a solution: everyone has Christmas at Amanda’s house, and apparently everyone is, at least, temporarily happy.

Good Points
The comedy presented in the movie is casual, and never overdone. It compliments the overall story. Another good point is the breakthrough between Miles and Iris.

Bad Points
A drunken man knocks on the door and demands to use the restroom then has sex with the current resident? I’m not buying it, at all. Another thing that I don’t fancy is the fact the the relationships seem to be perfect. Well, there is no such thing as a perfect relationship, its just not possible, everything has its ups and downs. This movie is one sided.

Recommended to See?
Yes… and no. It depends what type of movies you enjoy watching. If you are an avid romance movie watcher, and the plot sounds interesting, why not check it out? If you don’t usually watch romance movies, however, I don’t recommend this, you will most likely be disappointed.

Dec
18

I feel overwhelmed at this particular point in my life – examinations seem to be taking ahold of me. Not only does preparing for them affect my social life, but is also puts me in a bad mood. Although I keep high grades, and study a lot, it isn’t because I like to study. I hate to study.

Then I question myself – if I hate to study, then why do I do it so often? After thinking about it, I realize just how much I am pressured by my teachers, peers, parents, and coaches. Our teachers start every class with a lecture about how important it is to study and maintain a high average, my peers always want to know how I did on the latest test. My parents make restrictions on what I can do depending on how much I have studied, and my sports coaches always ask me if I am keeping up in my classes. I just want to tell everyone to stop worrying so much about grades, studying, and school. Yes, they are in important factor in life, but school isn’t for everyone. Many people would rather act, play professional sports, work at a restaraunt, etc.

I DO keep my grades fairly high, right now my grades range from 97-100. However, I feel like I do this to impress others, as opposed to doing this for myself. I feel that society has put a burden on me, and I just want to break free from it.

Does anyone else feel the same way?

Dec
17

R.A.B plays such an important role in the plot of HBP, and will undeniably play an important role in Book 7. There are many theories as to who this could be, but many of them are unlikely. I will explore the theories that I have heard of, and say why I don’t think they are true.

The Mysterious Letter
This letter was left by R.A.B, and it was supposedly for Voldemort himself. However, when Harry and Dumbledore go to destroy the Horcrux, Harry finds out that the locket isn’t the real Horcrux. Devastated, Harry finds a crumpled note inside the locket, these are its words:

To the Dark Lord
I know I will be dead long before you read this
But I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret.
I have stolen the real Horcrux and intend to destroy it as soon as I can.
I face death in hope that when you meet your match,
You will be mortal once more.
R.A.B. (HBP, 609)

It is very mysterious indeed. Let me explain the clues that this letter gives us. I will point out some things that you might have missed, or play an important role of R.A.B.

To the Dark Lord

Hold on, who do we know that calls Voldemort ‘the Dark Lord’? His Death Eaters, perhaps? Harry knows this, too. And he brings the matter up during his occlumency lessons with Snape. (OotP, 593) This and this alone, is, I believe, substantial evidence to conclude that R.A.B was once/is a Death Eater. I have never heard of any non Death Eater calling Voldemort ‘the Dark Lord’. Even ex Death Eaters such as Snape and Karkaroff refer to Tom as the Dark Lord.

I know I will be dead long before you read this

This line is less conclusive compared to the last. R.A.B. could mean many things by this for starters a possibility is that this letter was written a while back, however, it is more likely that, R.A.B. doesn’t underestimate Voldemort’s power and doesn’t think that Voldemort will need to retrieve the Horcrux until much time has passed. So long of a time that R.A.B. will be dead or… murdered.

Or, perhaps, R.A.B. knows that the potion will kill him sometime soon in his life. We see Dumbledore come to this conclusion, too, in HBP.

But I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret.

This interests me, a lot. I thought Dumbledore solely discovered Voldemort was using Horcruxes. This could mean that Dumbledore was TOLD of Tom Riddle’s Horcruxes by R.A.B., who could be a member of the order. But I don’t believe that is the case. If R.A.B. was, in fact, a member of the order, why did he not alert Dumbledore that he had captured the Horcrux? Any other member of the Order would have. It is even possible that this note was written before there even was an Order. Very possible, indeed.

I have stolen the real Horcrux and intend to destroy it as soon as I can.

He (or she) “intends” to destroy it “as soon as” they can. There is a rather large possibility that this Horcrux has not yet been destroyed. Because we don’t know how long ago this letter was written, we don’t know if “as soon as” was 30 years ago, or last month. (More about when it was written below.)

I face death in hope that when you meet your match,

He believes that Voldemort will eventually meet his match. However, he does not mention Harry Potter, and I think that this might has been written before Harry ever even came to Hogwarts. “Your match” doesn’t even necessarily mean Harry, so that may be R.A.B.’s reason for not mentioning Harry’s name. That is possible; however, not what I believe.

Another conclusion I have seen in this line is the fact that R.A.B. doesn’t believe that he himself is Voldemort’s match. Is it possible that he does know about the prophecy, and who Voldemort’s match might be? Very possible.

You will be mortal once more.

R.A.B. believes that he/she solely knows about Voldemort’s Horcruxes, and believes that it is up to him alone to destroy them all. I definitely think that he is going after more. This may not be the last Horcrux letter we get from R.A.B.

R.A.B.

Had R.A.B. and Voldemort not personally known each other, I don’t think the letter would have ever been signed this way. If you were, say, sending a letter the US president, would you sign the letter with your initials? I hope not, unless you were attempting to be anonymous. Either R.A.B. knew Voldemort well, or R.A.B. wanted to remain anonymous in order to capture and destroy the remaining Horcruxes so that Voldemort can be mortal once more.

Another assumption that I think we can make about the letter is that R.A.B. is one person. I say this because of the constant use of ‘I’. (There have been theories that R.A.B. was three separate people.)

This letter is what I find the most conclusive piece of evidence we have against R.A.B. I fear, though, that its contents are, on the whole, overlooked. Through the letter, and the letter only, we can conclude the following on R.A.B.

(1) R.A.B. knows/knew Voldemort personally.
(2) R.A.B. is a powerful and/or ingenious person, even if it has not been directly stated.
(3) R.A.B. is, or once was, a Death Eater.
(4) R.A.B. is one person.

I believe that we can make these assumptions carefully and safely. For most I have provided substantial evidence to back up using the contents of the letter. I hope that we all agree here; for the most part, anyways.

Possible Characters
There aren’t many possible characters that would fit the role of R.A.B., however, there are some, and I believe that it is vital to explore them all.

(1) Regulus Black. This seems to be the most believable theory that others have concocted. There is a lot of proof to this theory, and, at first, this is what I believed. He fits the initials, and it is believed that he is named Regulus Abraxas Black. The ‘Abraxas’ is coming from Draco’s grandfather’s name. Because the Black family and the Malfoy family are so closely related it is possible that Regulus was named after him. Because of the pride instilled in the Black and Malfoy families, it is very likely that Regulus could be named after a relative of his starting with the letter ‘A’. There are 3 he could be named after, that I know of. (The next character being one of them.) In OotP we find that there is a reference to a lock that could be the Horcrux. What I don’t like about this theory is the fact that Regulus was around 17 when he died. This would mean that a 17 year old would have to find out about Voldemort’s Horcruxes. I find that so unlikely. And, Sirius called him a coward. Even though Sirius has to be biased, he isn’t stupid. I believe Regulus is a red herring.

(2) Alphard Black. The same concepts apply here about the lock found at the Black House, because Alphard is in the same family. This character was older than Regulus, and most likely more wise. Age is experience. We find out in OotP that Alphard was blown off the family tree. We know he was on there to begin with, so maybe he joined the Death Eaters. Then he figured out what was really going on, and turned good. This would certainly get him blown off the family tree. Although there is less reference to this character, I believe that is what makes the plot all the better.

It has to be a Black
While surfing a Norwegian Harry Potter site, looking for HP fan art (don’t ask!), came across a link to a tutorial, containing the initials R.A.S. Then on Wikipedia, I read that the Norwegian name for Black is Svaart. I believe that the initials change so that the person stays the same. So the “B” in R.A.B. must mean “Black” while the “S” in the Norwegian version means Black, too, but they call it “Svaart”. Very conclusive piece of evidence, eh?

Journey Alone?
We can come to the conclusion after reading about Harry and Dumbledore’s venture for the Horcrux that the journey could not be made alone. So, how do we explain how R.A.B., supposedly made the journey alone, and captured the Horcrux by himself? We don’t, and I don’t believe that he did. I believe that he had an accomplice. He must have, in order for him to retrieve the Horcrux. In the HBP where Dumbledore is drinking the potion, he is so reluctant, that Harry has to force-feed him. Dumbledore knew how much getting the Horcrux meant, but his thoughts seemed to have been addled by the potion. If Dumbledore can’t drink it alone, no one can.

So, we come to the conclusion that R.A.B. had an accomplice. This will probably play an important role to Book 7, because if he did, in fact, have an accomplice, what if that person was still living? What if that person somehow helped Harry on his journey? It’s something to think about. I believe what happened was that R.A.B. and his accomplice got the Horcrux, and R.A.B. supplied the fake lock. He previously concealed the note, and didn’t mention his “friend” for safety reasons.

This is definitely something to ponder over.

Questions Galore

I have many questions about R.A.B., and I am hoping possibly all of my questions will be answered in Book 7. As for now, it is personal opinion that will decide them.

(1) Is R.A.B. even a person? Can we prove it either way, really? Could those particular letters mean something more to Voldemort?
(2) What was the potion the Dumbledore drunk while trying to capture the Horcrux?
(3) Did R.A.B. put this potion in place of the original in order to kill Voldemort, or is it the same potion as before?
(4) Is Regulus really dead? If not, why is he hiding from the order? If Dumbledore helped him, why didn’t he tell the order?
(5) Where is the true Horcrux?
(6) Did R.A.B ever destroy the Horcrux, or has he not yet found out how?
(7) Is R.A.B. still living?
(8) Did R.A.B get killed by Voldemort because Voldemort found out what he had done? (If he is dead.)
(9) Did R.A.B. have an accomplice, if so, is the accomplice still living?